diapers…..!

On this day, I want to remind you about the suffering of using diapers all the time, and it cannot be dispensed with, even for a moment, because the feces blockade is amputated, i.e. cut off as a result of the surgical operation that I told you about. I am ashamed to tell you that it is a condition that I do not wish for anyone. I defecate involuntarily, there is no siege for me, and I cannot prevent the excrement from coming out, it comes out without will., and this is what hurts me and makes me lose my patience sometimes and I wish death to live in this condition.

No one helps me to buy it, no associations or social assistance, even the benefactors of them are tired of giving, even health coverage does not help me buy it.

I take responsibility for myself and my family, and God is the one who helps me with patience.

I try to spend my day with one diaper a day using table paper and baby powder that I want on the dirty place so that the trace of dirt does not appear on it and reuse it, except sometimes the faeces come out a lot and the diaper gets dirty then I have to change it sometimes I can change it more than once or twice And three, especially if I am traveling because my concussion and talking on the bus or train makes my intestines empty a lot, or when I work hard at something, defecation comes out unwillingly.

What is important is suffering beyond suffering, and ask the elderly who use it and they will tell you that they do not like it at all, because it works with heat and sensitivity, and what is wrong with the one who uses it 24/24 hours, and I thank God for this disability, no matter what, I move, walk and work according to my ability next to the bathroom, which I cannot leave whenever I can I felt something come out. I go straight and hurry to the bathroom so that my diaper is not late. I work in a tailoring shop and there is a toilet and this is what makes me sit here fixing clothes and selling some clothes to customers and spreading some of the suffering that I tell you from here. .. Accept my sincere greetings to you and wish you continued health and wellness.

To another story with God’s power and strength.

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