Sensitivity that causes me frequent discomfort between my thighs at the mouth of the outlet due to the impact of the stool that comes out without will, and when the stomach is still and calm and the stool is solid, things are fine. The mouth of the director is itchy…
Allergy is one of the annoying things that makes me hate my health condition. I use some tablets to calm the condition….
I do not visit the doctor because it is about 400 kilometers away from my city, and I cannot visit the nearby hospital because it does not show importance and does not give any benefit or help… I have to be patient and I am in this situation.
I went several times to the hospital, but as I mentioned, they don’t care because the number of patients is beyond their capacity, and clientelism, nepotism, and other things known to our society enter here.
In our country, there is no care for cancer or other diseases. When we get sick, we pray to God to heal us. We use herbs, and we may buy medicine from the pharmacy, even if it is not suitable….
All that we wish for in our country is a comfortable death, so that we can be relieved from countless sufferings, including medical treatment, housing, livelihood, medicines, and other life necessities.
I try as much as possible not to be a burden on society. As I mentioned, I opened a sewing shop and sold some clothes in order to hide from unemployment and roaming in the streets….but I can’t find anyone to support me or help me overcome my ordeal and incurable illness….
I raise my palms to God to inspire me to be patient with what befell me, and praise be to God, Lord of the worlds.
