Your direction in life!

What gives you direction in life?

.May the peace, blessings, and mercy of God be upon you…
From this rostrum, I am telling you a blessed tenths for everyone….
I need help to buy the housing that I don’t like, because the owner of the apartment came to me yesterday and told me that he will sell the housing I am in and wants me to buy it myself, but the problem is that I don’t have enough money.
He asks for half of the money as an application, and the rest every month for three or four years….
Now I only have a small amount and I am looking for a philanthropist who will lend me, help me, or give me alms to buy this apartment, it is only 50 meters with the neighbors, because the owner of the house sold three floors and the floor I am on remains and it is divided into two parts…
I have one room, a small kitchen and a bathroom Small… means 50 meters divided by 2….
Is there any philanthropist on this platform who can help me? I have a small family and I have nothing but the mercy of God…
The merciful will be shown mercy by the Most Merciful…
Have mercy on those on earth and those in heaven will have mercy on you….
Brothers, make it an ongoing charity for your parents….
Do not skimp on us from your shadow….
And do good as God has done you good….
Your brother has a disability, and I was sick with cancer, may God bless you.
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Find solutions…

On this day, Monday, February 20, 2023, I tried to raise my problem on one of the social platforms to find a suitable solution for my disability. … I previously registered with a platform last month, I ask for a medical certificate from the Oncological Institute in which examinations, x-rays, scans and surgeries were performed, I asked them for a certificate of disability that was left behind during the first surgery in April 2017, they completely refuse to give me this certificate to give them when needed. …… I am looking for a solution to my disability, maybe it will be a cure for what I am in, I don’t know if there is a solution to my health problem?…. I try as much as possible to communicate my voice to the responsible authorities, perhaps they can help me to overcome this ordeal that was written on me…. I suffer from a lack of financial income to be able to cover my daily needs and from the needs of my small family who suffer with me whenever I feel colic or hypersensitivity to diapers that do not leave me, and allergy to stool that leaks without limitation or control…. These are the difficult and great sufferings that cannot be avoided. leave me…. In addition to these pains, there is living that has become almost impossible during these months, and to all of this is the rent that does not have mercy on its owners and does not care about what we suffer or what we suffer. He tells you to pay me the rent or empty my apartment for me…. Suffering, as it is said, is not only a problem of health, but rather a problem of housing and living. We are forced to pay social security fees, even though we cannot even buy what we need in terms of food, drink, and daily necessities…. and pay rent…. to other things that we need on a daily basis. Diapers, kitchen paper and some medicine….

Everyday life ….

In these days that we are going through, the prices of all foodstuffs of all kinds are so high, from wheat, vegetables, fruits, and meat, to the point that we are no longer able to buy them… All materials have doubled. For example, people who do not have a stable and permanent job and do not have a home suffer twice as much as those who have a job and a home suffer. Like my case, I live with a permanent disability, and I have no real estate, no home, not even a pension or assistance. We live forced to live, without associations, aid, or anyone. He cares about our condition ….

allergy….

Sensitivity that causes me frequent discomfort between my thighs at the mouth of the outlet due to the impact of the stool that comes out without will, and when the stomach is still and calm and the stool is solid, things are fine. The mouth of the director is itchy…

Allergy is one of the annoying things that makes me hate my health condition. I use some tablets to calm the condition….

I do not visit the doctor because it is about 400 kilometers away from my city, and I cannot visit the nearby hospital because it does not show importance and does not give any benefit or help… I have to be patient and I am in this situation.

I went several times to the hospital, but as I mentioned, they don’t care because the number of patients is beyond their capacity, and clientelism, nepotism, and other things known to our society enter here.

In our country, there is no care for cancer or other diseases. When we get sick, we pray to God to heal us. We use herbs, and we may buy medicine from the pharmacy, even if it is not suitable….

All that we wish for in our country is a comfortable death, so that we can be relieved from countless sufferings, including medical treatment, housing, livelihood, medicines, and other life necessities.

I try as much as possible not to be a burden on society. As I mentioned, I opened a sewing shop and sold some clothes in order to hide from unemployment and roaming in the streets….but I can’t find anyone to support me or help me overcome my ordeal and incurable illness….

I raise my palms to God to inspire me to be patient with what befell me, and praise be to God, Lord of the worlds.

Diapers…

Peace, mercy and blessings of God.

Today I will touch on the subject of diapers, as everyone knows, they are made of cotton, plastic and some rubber. When used daily, they sometimes leave red traces on the skin, which makes an allergy that makes you rub your flesh every moment, and when you sit on it constantly, the cotton gathers and becomes solid, which It also affects the skin and makes movement in a warp.

The suffering of diapers is better than the suffering of the plastic bag.

During my daily use of diapers without interruption, even for a moment, for fear of leakage of stool at any time, including many shapes and types, there are those that are in the form of Carson’s underwear, and some are flat as if they are a mattress next to it for a leg to tighten and stick it to the other side.

The important thing is sometimes when it causes me allergies, I hate using it and I don’t have to…..